Huuhuu…Watamote is too accurate sometimes, it’s funny/scary. XD T-T
So I’ll be graduating pretty soon with a bachelors… It’s kind of cool I guess, but I’m not as excited about it as I thought I’d be. A couple years ago, I worried that I wouldn’t be able to graduate. A few months ago, I wished I could just graduate and be done with the undergraduate program. There was a real possibility of not being able to finish college at the last minute due to one very important class I struggled in. But now that I’m done with all my classes (and passed them with unexpectedly high grades), I worry about the next step.
I don’t know what I want to pursue as a career. Haven’t found a passion, and haven’t discovered a talent. And my negative thoughts don’t really help with getting me motivated into moving forward. The uncertainty, anxiety, and fear are just about paralyzing as well. The original plan(or “idea”) was that I was going to go to law school and pursue a career in that field. But I’m not even sure about that anymore. Don’t know if that’s really my thing. Charisma, ruthlessness, assertiveness, and excellent speaking, writing, and reading skills aren’t really characteristics I can say I have. (but I can say that I have integrity, and try to be quite nice, for all those are worth)
The point is, graduating and getting a bachelors degree seemed really awesome a little while ago, but in the professional world, the degree and the classes and the bit of theoretical knowledge, mean almost nothing. I feel like, “Good job, you did… something.” At the moment, I’m searching for a part time job or full time job(if it’s appealing enough and allows for my low level of experience). But even this is full of uncertainty. Working is the short term goal. But what should I do to prepare for the long run? Should I study for and take GRE, GMAT, LSAT? I just don’t know. I should have taken these exams while I was still in college, but “could’ve, should’ve, would’ve”…
Anyway, “Yay, I’m graduating college!” But, “Holy crap… what should I do next??” Not saying these are unique sentiments, but still. It’s just what’s on my mind these days.
Seriously… Been playing it for a few months now, and it’s amazing. I can’t not recommend it to everyone I come across. It’s just too bad I promised myself that I wouldn’t play it again until finals are done. T-T